Don't forget to breathe.

I SWEAR

if one more person says “he would want you to live your life” i am going to freak out.

how am i not living my life? because i took a year off from school that means i’m not living? what the fuck. im going to school in the fall. far away from all these people and bullshit. because sometimes i’m sad and i cry? sorry that my boyfriend/best friend died at age 17 and sometimes i’m sad about it… because i talk to his family and see them and hangout with them? sorry that they’ve helped me just as much as i’ve helped them and we’ve created friendships through all the pain. because i don’t have a job? not everyone at this age does… because … because i have depression and anxiety ? i’m sorry but lots of people do… I AM LIVING MY LIFE. I AM NOT JUST LAYING AROUND ACTING AS IF I CAN’T GO ON. So don’t you dare tell me to “live my life” because I won’t be nice if you do. I AM LIVING MY FUCKING LIFE.

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11 minutes ago

Tired of people telling me the same things over and over again.

Yes I am living my life.

Yes I am going on with it.

But I’m allowed to be sad without people flipping out thinking I’m gonna like go insane…its a part of grief. I have good days and I have bad days. Actually, its not even just a part of grief, its a part of LIFE!! Wish people would understand.

Posted

22 minutes ago

Anonymous asked: you're beautiful and gorgeous, you're going to have an amazing life and future. Don't worry about yesterday worry about tomorrow and how great its going to be.

Answer:

Awe this is so sweet thank you (:

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28 minutes ago

Reblog if you want (1) message that will make you smile, anon or not.

(Source: kyletoosteezy, via beautiful-disaster-18)

Anonymous asked: If someone asks you what's wrong, why would you respond with "why do you care"? what does it matter what the reason is? the point is they care. SOMEONE CARES. They care about you enough to ask you if something's wrong and didnt just walk away when you said no. you have someone who cares enough about you to try and talk to you and help you. and no i was not the anon who asked you whats wrong

Answer:

I’m sorry. I realized it was wrong after I said it. But what you don’t understand is in the moment I was upset and didn’t feel like sharing what was wrong. I appreciate that someone asked but when I said “a lot of things” and they responded with like.. I was shocked because usually when people say a lot of things they don’t wanna talk about it and maybe the anon should have just stopped at that.

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5 hours ago